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7/27/2009 想念你 今天我梦到了你，在那里你依旧的美丽，今天我梦到了你，共同经历的风风雨雨，那些斗转星移的日子里记录着我们成长的轨迹。
今天我梦到了你，在那里你依旧的努力，今天我梦到了你，每逢过节时我们故意喝醉砸碎酒瓶然后吐得畅快淋漓，发泄着彼此的情绪。
今天我梦到了你，从那里陪我回归故里，今天我梦到了你，坚难中我依稀哭弃，没有了你的鼓励，没有了你的笑语。
今天在月亮遮住太阳的那一刻起，世间没有什么不可以，只要你愿意，只要我愿意，启盼我们重逢的日子不是遥遥无期。
愿我所有在英国的朋友快乐开心，真得想念你们。 6/2/2009 Let it be歌手：披头士(甲壳虫)乐队 When I find myself in times of trouble, Mother Mary comes to me Speaking words of wisdom, let it be And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me Speaking words of wisdom, let it be Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be Whisper words of wisdom, let it be And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree There will be an answer, let it be For though they may be parted, there is still a chance that they will see There will be an answer, let it be Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be There will be an answer, let it be Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be Whisper words of wisdom, let it be Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be Whisper words of wisdom, let it be (music) And when the night is cloudy there is still a light that shines on me Shine until tomorrow, let it be I wake up to the sound of music, Mother Mary comforts me Speaking words of wisdom, let it be Let it be, let it be, let it be, yeah, let it be There will be an answer, let it be Let it be, let it be, let it be, yeah, let it be 当我发觉自己陷入苦恼的时候 圣母玛利亚来到我面前 说着智能之语：让它去吧 在我黑暗的时刻里 她就在我的面前 说着智能之语：让它去吧 让它去吧，随它去吧 让它去吧，随它去吧 轻轻说着智能之语：让它去吧 当世上所有心碎的人们都同意 会有一个答案：让它去吧 虽然他们也许已经分手了 仍有机会可以看清楚 会有一个答案：让它去吧 让它去吧，随它去吧 让它去吧，随它去吧 轻轻说着智能之语：让它去吧 当夜晚乌云密布 有道阳光依然照耀着我 直到明日，让它去吧 我在音乐声中醒来 圣母玛利亚来到我面前 说着智能之语：让它去吧 Whisper words of wisdom, let it be 4/26/2009 快乐 口中含着一块白色地奶油冰激凌,浓郁地香味留在口中这一时刻我觉得生活是如此的幸福.这种简单,质朴, 没有罪恶地利益分争是多么地美好, 看着开满粉色花的梧桐树下打太极拳的老人,我觉得他们很快乐. 这默默地快乐就是抛掉所有利益后才可以得到的.看着那些衣着光鲜的人们浮华背后隐藏多少违背良心的交易. 追问他们会真得的觉得快乐和幸福吗??? 3/25/2009 差 四合院的红漆大门依然鲜红，几条小金鱼在院子当中的水坛里游来游去，燕子已经几年没有来这院的房檐下筑窝，春天依然寒。院当中的阳光房中，传出美国经典乡村音乐，阳光房中的某某集团老总的腿上坐着妩媚娇嫩的女人，女人眼半迷着眼看着男人那张满是螨虫践踏过的脸。
四合院外的深夜胡同里一位勾咯着背的老太太推着满载废品的车，口中喘吸着粗气，哎呀。。。。哎呀呻吟着，一步步坚难地走着。只要是路上有一颗石子被她踩到，她都将永远站不起来。
3/23/2009 little girl她静静地坐在古树藤编织地摇椅里，墙角壁炉里发出微弱地光，映在她清澈地脸上，感受不到一丝地暖，隔楼深处传来几个不连贯地音符，。。。。。却如此的美妙，我站立在房门口、注视着。。。。她丝毫不理会我的存在，只在凝视着那黑炭中的黄色火苗。我向她冲去大声地喊：“你个婊子”却被无形地墙壁挡着，她也没有听到。 昨晚我向朋友借了500块钱去了几个月不曾光顾的HOTEL开了房，HOTEL的老板笑脸向迎，问道：“哥们好久没见了，给你打折”。这个季节宾馆的生意不好而且又遇世界经济危机，少了到北京来的游客，老板只有靠着我们这群人保持着社会主义的小康生活，一晚或说几个小时甚至是几十分钟就几百块钱进帐，又少了和其他类房客纠缠不清琐碎地事物，悠闲中又可和招来的小姐们意淫一下，大多数的中年男人已经不再坚挺，血液里却还是流着冲动地细胞，这样的意淫完全可以满足这些细胞的有效活动。这样维持生活何乐而不为？我们这群人是从不会为这几百块钱花得值不值而烦恼的，尽管在吃一碗普通牛肉面和加洲牛肉面上算计着2元的差价。之后，也许会后悔还不如吃加洲的实惠。
男人是用下身思考的动物，几条短信，就能打破一个人的理智，之前的被抛弃盟下的决心已经被这几条短信炸飞到了九肖云外，之后的痛苦，也被身下的异物所左右。我和她作了爱，一个深爱着的女孩，脖劲处留下了淤血印。此时的人是永远回忆不起这印记是如何留下的。性爱让人忘却一切，也许在印记消失之前，就会让彼此忘掉很多山盟海誓。女人难到不是用下身思考的动物吗？我无权指手画脚，因为自己并不是女人。
作完爱就能了却一切吗？她走了，拿着简单的衣物离开了，去了另一个有钱的男人那里。我狠狠地打向了那堵无形地墙壁，血不住地往外流，那些该死的细胞让他流走吧，可他们的生命力顽强，不久又会新生出千万个。（Fiction）
注：昨天我在改护照上已经过了期的签证日期，是弗洛伊德所为浅意识中自己又想回伦敦了。 梦醒后感觉自己是空的，突然想写点字。近期朋友的经历让自己浮想联翩留此稿。 3/9/2009 feelings change with circumstances hallelujah!!!门槛前站着一个女神，后面强烈的阳光照在她的背后，看不到她的脸！！！
Aarron曾劝过他的朋友，既然选择了离开不能和你相守终生的人，就把她从记忆里竭力删除掉。但每每Aaron自己却放不下他心中的她，其实事实本不像在电脑上简单地按下DELET一样。是他仍然爱着她吗？？？不！！！是他爱上了那份美幻般的童话经历，是他爱上了那份真挚的感情。没有经历过真爱的人是无法体会的到，沉迷于419更不知道什么是情愫。SEX只是肉体与肉体的机械碰撞，火花不会为此而迸发！！！逝去的，很难轻意找会LOOK FOrwARD！！!Lord!!! forgive me everything i;ve done wrong. 2/15/2009 孤独的情人节 原定的火车票推迟到了11号，原因一是因为自己得了重感冒，原因二是奶奶过八十八大寿。12号中午到达了北京。北京下起了小雨，滋润着这个干燥地即将崩裂的城市。回到了剧组，一切如顾。忙碌着的人如同以往忙碌着，迷茫着的人如同以往迷茫着。
注册了网上的交友网站，准备找个能相伴终生的另一半，这也算是新年的一个愿望吧。尽管自己不太相信另一半会在网络中出现，但还是在等待着那个童话般的事情出现。‘人要到三十了，一切从零开始’杜姐说过，该让自己换个生活状态，也许另一半会让自己找到迷途中的曙光。像企盼救命稻草般的寻找着。朋友说我太木纳了，我在极力的为自己辩护。因为自己不是那种随随便便为达到某种目的就和某个女孩同床的人。那样会让自己很愧疚。
又一个孤独的情人节，我下定决心明年的情人节有另一半的相伴，在一个夜里有烛火相伴默默地对视着对方的眼睛，瞳孔中可以看到对方，如此的清楚，我们甜美地笑着。 2/5/2009 经历了最寒冷的冬天 昨天已立春，意味着这最寒冷的冬天即将过去，从英国回到国内，又从北京回到家过年，明天又要回到北京，一次次周而复始地循环着，春冬交叠，年关已过。
年意味着什么，寓言中的怪物，看到妈妈的身影再也不想过这小时欢呼雀跃的‘年’。。。。。。。。。。。。明天，就要走了，明天之后，又要好好的过牛年的日子， 再一次走不知意味着什么，人生的过程中就是在不断的选择中， 对与错无人知晓。一个寒冷的冬天过去了，春天已来临，万物唤然，生命绽放！！！
12/24/2008 Merry Christmas to all my dear friends 平安夜约了久违的朋友旭在南楼古巷里的安徒生剧场里看了一场话剧《天生我SONG，我忍了》！！！没有找到伦敦时看歌剧时的热血澎湃，但挺开心。穿过南楼古巷的牌楼，走过古道和别具一格的各式小店，掠过诱人的霓虹，和慈爱的圣延老人画像。触摸着北京夜色的美丽，身旁一群脚踏滑着滑板的人向周围旁过的人们喊着： “圣延快乐”分享着他们的快乐。。。。。。北京充满着新生般地朝气。
祝我所有的朋友圣诞开心快乐！！！ 12/21/2008 风好大！！！2008年12月21日晨 外面的风好大，屋顶上不知是什么物件，被风刮得吱吱作响，我几次被这声音从梦境中拉出来，游离中我还清楚地记着梦里的姥姥和奶奶。
我习惯性地比较一下北京的风和伦敦的风，斟酌一番也找不处那些不同，同样空气中被撕扯地声音，令人生畏！！！
我起身，拉开窗帘只能看到院外大路上的街灯放出寒酸地光。冷的怕人！！！
12/13/2008 无题 每每朋友问你飞得高不高的时候，很少人会问你飞得累不累？？？这是杜姐发来的短信的一句话。我反问自己，也看看周遭地朋友，我们是否真得拥有了快乐。
人们在无限渴求中如此的疲惫。不折手段中相互残杀，没有了廉耻！！！如此这样，我宁可不成为独享天际一隅的琨鹏，而成为一只群起群落的燕雀。
11/21/2008 地壳里钻出 突然，从地壳里钻出，像一个新生儿一样去凝望这个世界，一秒，二秒，三秒，一分钟，二分钟，三分钟。。。。我经常傻子般地看着一样东西，想从中找到一点点发现不到的密秘。艾姐说人到三十的时候就会变得豁然，因为一切将归结为零！！！可以不记后果的活着。来到了剧组整十天了，工作之外，我喜欢听他们天南地北的侃！带着胀字，说着各色地段子。我在无限制地吸收着各种信息，突然发现这个世界是如此的陌生，孤独地可怕。
11/17/2008 太阳照常升起 看了冯的片子《太阳》有人在问，它到底在讲什么，其实很简单就像片名一样一个最最简单的道理-- 活着 没有任何东西可为你而改变，爱情，友情。。。。那些都是骗人的毒气。 要想改变只有改变自己。
昨天，和Q聊天，他说他郁闷，我说我也郁闷，他说如何你才能不郁闷，我说给我500W有了500W不用在人前伪装自己，我就是如此简单的人，自由的活着，尝试自己想做又没做过的事。在假象中活久了人就会麻木，再问我理想，再问我希望，那些对我来说都变成了可笑的的桥段。人们一就在活着，我也一样。
7/16/2008 杂草丛生 这里已是成为了一切荒凉的属地，只有那杂草七零八碎地躺在那里露出一点点渴求挺拔的意志。昨天见到了在英国的朋友，吃了饭，没谈太多以前在伦敦的生活，生怕哪句话触痛我们的神经,只有畅想着明天的太阳会格外的耀眼。
5/10/2008 一段时期的杂感 从北京回来,又一次选择了原因之一‘家’是抛不了，舍不得的， 原因2不违背和朋友的约定。回到了家运作家里的公司，和公司里的员工一起工作，处理大大小小的事事非非，公司内部的，社会关系上的， 家庭上的，事事非非的事挺多，以至于我后悔选择回国，回家，但人生不都是任由自己选择的，竟管大道小理说的好路是自己走出来，但那毕竟要迎合一些人的意愿，这恰恰让我劲椎病的痛症加剧，烟也抽得更多。
喜
没有中500万的大喜的事，也没有拾到1元钱的窃喜，物欲横流的社会中，我只能想到500万和一元钱，用金钱来横量快乐的计量单位了，那曾经为了自己理想而奔波的志气消逝了，但仍然隐约可见。我在等待着那破除迷雾的阳光。
怒
和父亲吵了两次架，让我怒了，也让他怒了。我们父子关系一直在冷战中。。。。。。。。
哀
不认识人，没有社会关系，做事难， 各个创业计划一一搁浅，没有自己的事业算最该哀叹的事。
乐
最近，算是我最最低落的时期了，但在这低落中同样遇到了一些朋友，是他们给我带来了心灵上的安慰，我要感谢他们，感谢权子，竟管他也算是失意的漂流者，但我们经历让我们成为难兄难弟，这算是最快乐的事了。
感谢
在公司里工作所有的人，不管如何，不管经历什么事，我都感谢他们，小白妹妹和我说了要走的想法，她答应还要为我再呆一段，我感谢她。 4/10/2008 The Riots in LhasaThe Riots in Lhasa by Eirik Granqvist, a foreign expert in Shanghai who visited Tibet in 2006 "The western medias announced that China had cut all information and that articles about the riots could not be sent out! I got mad about all the apparently incorrect information and wrote this article and two other similar ones although I am not a journalist but just because I could not stand all the bad things about China that was told. I sent them by e-mail without problems and they arrived well but two newspapers did neither respond neither publish what I had written. The third answered and wanted a shorter version that was published many days later as a normal 'readers voice'. What Dalai Lama had said was largely published every day together with a real anti-China propaganda. What I had written was apparently too China friendly for the 'free press'." I was very shocked by what I had seen in the television and been reading in China daily about the riots in Lhasa. The most that shocked me was anyhow may be not the cruel events by themselves but how the medias in my country of origin, Finland, reported the events. A friend has scanned and sent me articles and I have checked also myself what can be found at Internet. Very few Finnish people have ever visited Tibet, but I was there together with my wife in 2006. This was private persons and not as a part of a group-travel. I have seen Lhasa with my own eyes. I have been talking and chatting with people there. This was without any restrictions. Okay, we had a lovely and very competent guide that helped us much and took us where we wanted to go in the mornings but in the afternoons we were alone. Therefore I think that I have something to tell. I am also interested in history and know more than people in general. When writing this, I do not have any reference books so I write out of my memory. If I do a small mistake somewhere, I beg your pardon. Anyhow, I think that this gives my writing an objectivity. I am well aware of that I will be accused for this and that for writing what I think is the truth. I will be accused by those who think that they know but do not know and by those that haven't seen by their own eyes. Tibet was for centuries an autonomous concordat between Nepal and China. Sometimes China ruled Nepal as well. The king of Tibet used therefore to have one Chinese wife and one Nepalese and then a number of Tibetan ones. With the fifth Dalai Lama, the religious and the political power were unified under the rule of one person, The Dalai Lama. Tibet became a theocratic dictatorship and closed itself for the rest of the world. No foreigners were anymore allowed in. At the end of the nineteenth century, the famous Swedish traveller Sven Hedin made an attempt to reach Lhasa but was sent politely back, out of Tibet by Dalai Lama. A French woman, Alexandra David-Néel was more successful. She visited Lhasa dressed as a Tibetan pilgrim and she was fluent in the Tibetan language. She told how she was afraid many times that she should be discovered and then she knew that she like other suspects or opponents should "happen to fall down" from the walls of the Potala palace. Tibet was not a paradise. Tibet was an inhuman dictatorship! The weakened Chinese Qing Dynasty had more and more lost its influence in Tibet. Tibet became more and more interesting for the Russian empire in the north and the British in the south. In 1903 a British army expedition directed by the colonel Younghusband reached Lhasa. The British lost 4 soldiers but slaughtered more the 700 Tibetans that tryed to stop them, mainly by magic. The British installed "a commercial representation" in Lhasa. The Chinese evacuated Dalai Lama to the Qinghai plateau where he hade limited rights of move, probably for preventing him from having contacts with the British occupants. The Finnish national hero, Marshal Mannerheim, visited him there in 1907 during his famous horseback trip through central Asia. He was then a colonel in the Tsar Russian army and his trip was in reality a spy trip. Therefore the 13th Dalai Lama was interesting. The power of Dalai Lama was weakened. In 1950 the PLA marched in to Tibet without war. The 14th Dalai Lama seems at the beginning to have accepted this just as a security for his power as the theocratic dictator he was. He enlarged and restructured the Norbulingka Summer Palace in a luxury way in 1954. The Chinese decided anyhow to finish with the cruel theocratic dictatorship under which the opponents fell down from Potala. The borders where during this dictatorship closed for all foreigners and the only schools where the religious ones. It is well known that it is easier to rule a population with a low education and is ignoring the outside world. In Tibet, about 5% of the population owned everything and the rest literally nothing. About 40% of the Tibetans were monks and nuns living as parasites on the rest of the population that had to feed them. Tibet was not a paradise! Now China decided that the Tibetans should have the same rights and place in the society as the rest of the country's population. The monasteries should be emptied from their excessively large monk and nun populations. Tibet could earlier be reached only by some horse trails and was for the rest insulated. The Chinese built rapidly a trafficable road. The insulation was broken. In 1959, the young Dalai Lama caused a peoples upraising, using the religion as power since he was loosing his own powerful position. The upraising was however stopped, may be in not a too clever and smooth manner. Dalai Lama then left Tibet and his fellow citizens and escaped to India wherefrom he has continued to fight for his come back and reinstall the theocratic dictatorship that China will never allow again. Then followed the ten years of Cultural Revolution that was an unhappy time for all China that closed itself to the rest of the world. Now Lhasa has a modern airport and a railway. China has invested a lot in Tibet. The standard of living has been raised a lot in Tibet and last Xmas I have seen Tibetans spending sun-holidays on Hainan Island! Very lucky looking old women in traditional dresses walking on the beach with their husbands and the youngsters dressed like other young people enjoying the beach life. The possibilities for Dalai Lama to take back his power has diminished and he does not anymore have the population with him. China and India are developing their cooperation and with the closer friendship, India will for sure also not more admit Dalai Lama to disturb this development. His possibilities to act against China will be diminished. Therefore he undertook recently an around the world diplomatic travel since he has seen the possibility of harming the now good international image of China and provoking boycotts of the Olympic games in Beijing. The Lhasa riots where very well prepared. Curriers where crossing the borders illegally for to see Dalai Lama and get his orders. A group of foreign mountain climbers filmed recently across the border an unlucky incident when one of these curriers got shot and another that crossed the border openly declared that he wanted to go to see the Dalai Lama. I have seen that in television just before I left for China in November. China is no longer a closed country. There is no need for illegal border crossings if you are not doing something illegally! You just ask for a passport and take the necessary visas and cross the border at a legal border crossing or better, just take a regular flight from Lhasa to Kathmandu! There where no peaceful demonstrations in Lhasa that where brutally knocked down! Young men went to action after a well prepared scenario at many places at the same time so that police and fire brigade should be taken by surprise and unable to act everywhere at the same time. This was successful! People where just knocked down without differences and all what could be broken was broken in the shortest possible time. With Molotov cocktails, fires where lit and fire cars where stopped. 18 normal citizens where killed without feelings and one police. The police had order to not respond with firearms for not being internationally blamed! When I have seen the filmed riots in television, my diagnosis was immediately clear. The scenario was the same that I had seen many times of organized riots in France since more the forty years of tight familiar contacts and 21 years of living there. The difference was only that less ordinary people seemed to take part in Lhasa. The rioters where surprisingly few but well organized! China's positive image in the world should be damaged! Dalai Lama is acting as the friendly and peaceful father. This is an old trick that also dictators like Hitler and Stalin used. I am not comparing him with them but he is acting like a demon when he tries to take back his power at any cost, not once caring for human lives and against Buddhistic non-violence principles. It was a try to do a coup d'ètat that failed. Now he is asking for international help for to stop the violence that he, himself had planned! When I visited Tibet in 2006, I was surprised by the relaxed atmosphere and the few policemen in Lhasa. All that I have seen were Tibetans. Not the Han-Chinese. The atmosphere was remarkably peaceful and gave a picture of general well living. There was no oppressed feeling like I had seen so many times in the Soviet Union and its satellites before all that non-human system collapsed. People in Lhasa where friendly and wanted to speak to me, mostly without success since I do not speak Chinese nor Tibetan but up and then somebody could speak some words in English. Their wish for contact was just out of normal curiosity towards the foreigners. I had heard that the religious life should been oppressed but it was flowering! I had also heard that so many Han Chinese where moved in that the Tibetans where now very few in Lhasa. I did however see much more Tibetans there. May be that the Han Chinese where hiding? The western medias announced that China had cut all information and that articles about the riots could not be sent out! I got mad about all the apparently incorrect information and wrote this article and two other similar ones although I am not a journalist but just because I could not stand all the bad things about China that was told. I sent them by e-mail without problems and they arrived well but two newspapers did neither respond neither publish what I had written. The third answered and wanted a shorter version that was published many days later as a normal "readers voice". What Dalai Lama had said was largely published every day together with a real anti-China propaganda. What I had written was apparently too China friendly for the "free press". 3/30/2008 无病呻吟 杂记：
A。 我故意没有坐车，从奶家沿着大路走着，走在年少时成长的街道邻舍，从陌生中寻找着那久违地熟悉。我被黑夜包围着独着享受着唯一黑夜带给我的快乐和宁静，白天对于我来说太嘈杂了，我看到又有一个残疾儿童坐着自制的破旧小车乞讨着，我掏出几块钱给了他，也许在这个世界上他是唯一能接受我施舍的人。
B。 歇斯底理的大喊了一通吞噬着每一根神经！！！累了，最低潮的疲惫。 我自问自己毕业后有过轻松和快乐吗 在伦敦， 在北京，如今又回到了自己的家？？？但那久违了的快乐却从来没有找到。我又在无病呻吟了，可无病的呻吟恐怕也是一种病！！！ 3/25/2008 几日3月10日
今天是生日，早上刻意地吃了一个鸡蛋！！！算是补上了阴历生日未吃的鸡蛋。在阴历生时，自己许了生日的愿望，许了很长时间，以致于友人在一旁催促：”快吹蜡烛 ”。希望那愿望能实现。
群今天走了，送他到了首都机场，一路上我们没说什么。 我在回去的机场巴士上发给他一条短信‘再见，保重。。。。。。’。这是多年对同风雨地朋友最简单，真挚的文字。
回来的路上，突然发现‘树狗’开始落地，N年没有见到满树的树狗了，我猜想这称呼从何或从谁嘴里相传而来，我问同行的朋友，他摇头。 不再追问那名称何来，只记得小时候时，常常为那满棵大杨树上红彤彤地‘树狗子’兴奋，兴奋那新生命，阻挡不了地欲望！！！
3月11日 北京早晨人们伴着歌曲声跳着舞，舞着剑，充满了生活的气息。 无精打采的又晕睡了过去，醒后上吐了下泄了一番，身体里空了，飘呼的感觉，之后就卧床不起了整整一天。真得水土不符了。
3/10/2008 乞丐的启示
突然想起了在家乡的繁华街头光着身子那个乞丐， 那是三九里的一天，俗称腊七腊八冻掉下巴的时节，他扶着冻得发紫的身体卧在地上，头点着地似磕头状，前面放着一个破旧的铁碗，里面零星地放着几个钢蹦儿。我放下了一个一元的硬币。。。。。。不忍心再看那紫红色的身体。匆匆地离开，却让我一直后悔。。。希望下次做事不要给自己留下遗憾！！！ 首都首都让我爱不起来2月27日 来到了北京，也许当人亲身处于一个陌生的城市时，特别像北京这样的城市时，其内在的沉腐自觉不自觉地就会让人感受到,就像我在伦敦一样,但感觉不一样。我用‘臃肿’来形容这座城市。
北京印象！！！ 1， 地铁人多。曾诅骂伦敦的地铁总是人满为患，(前提在上下班高峰期，或是周末有球赛时) 可这现象在北京地铁里却诅骂不起来，那样会因为那样肺子会爆裂，地铁的通道中永远充斥着各种人，人们被挤得如同肉夹膜。 2， 马路车多。北京的城里的车真是多，世界名车，国产轿子，林林种种，眼花燎乱，串流不息行驶在各大平坦不平坦，建完未建完的地段上。 3， 街区里高楼多。怎么说本人也算是大城市来的人呀，高楼也见过不少，但到了北京，特别是今次来北京。那一群群地高大建筑群耸立着像宠然大物般，让人恐惧。担心911的再一次重演，或大地震时，楼里的人怎么办？但心的未免太多了 4， 花钱多。 在北京一不小心就会大把把银子无辜往外掏。原因有多种，东西贵，贵得离谱，几乎和伦敦没差多少，当然，也有便宜的，不过，目前还有找到。不过，公共交通费真是便宜，可能是低于全国各个地方了，不过，准备坐公交的，每天一定要准备好打车的钱。以防不及之需。
暂住在了‘鹏’家，军属区，鹏的父母是军人，非常真诚，实在的一家人。
3月5日 在格拉斯哥见过‘优’，鹏的房友，有过短暂聊天，和鹏，我们一同在马甸附近吃了北京的韩式烧烤，简单谈论了一下国内的就业情况，然后就是说一些现在就已忘却的话题。。
到了大魔的排练场，‘疯狂的石头’话剧的采排还没开始。见到了电影版里的某某演员，群问我：“认识他吗？”我反问他：‘认识我吗？？？ ”魔话剧事业做得不错，也听了他对中国影视业的一些抱怨，无奈，但夹杂其中的还有更多地对末来中国影视业的憧憬，许多的，那也是只能从一个闪硕地一瞥中体现出.。
宝的准丈夫牛牛请群，暖，和我吃饭。牛牛比我们大一些，自然有当兄长的样，我在席间没有多说话，只是羡慕着宝和牛牛那相视时的眼神。真得谢谢宝，对生活，对老公，对朋友，抱着无限热情地人，想想自己，可能就是少了宝的这份豁达地心情。
坐地铁的途中突然想起了妈，在通信很糟的状况下我说了一下我在北京的情况，本想到住处再给妈打个电话问问家里情况怎样，但电话那端却无人接听，想必她一定睡了........ |
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